Suddenly feel so strees...

What wrong with me...
When i facing to any things...
Any peoples...
I will feel so sosoos pressure for me...
I scare to facing others...
T-T
What wrong with me...

When meet with others i will always the happy momentsssss....
When alone i will alway thinking the negative....
ZzzZzzzZzzzz

I notice that i really never have a birthday party for me before...
Lolz...
Seem like lot of friend...
But...
Sound funny?
I scare others disburse for me
That why never have birthday party
^_^

I remember that your last sentence send me to....
" I really didn't expecting any thing from you..."
Until now...